im kinda feeling very weird now.. mostly sad.. hais ): i think maple influences me alot -.-

got bombed by toysacks twice in one day today in game.. first time was cos this kser wanted me and joelle to go away.. that was still okay.. but second time, i was just sitting quietly in ludi, doing nothing in the game.. then suddenly, a whole grp of people came, surrounding me for no reason, and started toking and toking. that i could bear.. but suddenly one person opened a toysack. i was above grnd, so it was okay for me.. then suddenly.. a girl in the grp kept shouting "KILL HER KILL HER KILL HER" i knew that 'her' was me lah.. but i just kept quiet lor.. and seriously, the girl said everything in capital letters. then the person came to my spot and opened another toysack at my spot.. then all the stupid trojans knocked me off lah.. walao then the whole grp was lafing like mad lor.. not enuf fun, then say wan open another toy sack.. wakao la.. wad did i do to u all.. u all must do this to me? have i offend u in anyway..? no right.. i have not even seen u all before.. suckers.. so irritating ): junebanditz.. daoness.. esp cakee.. i will rmb all of u.. you freaking idiots. hais. ): ):

becoming more and more lonely in maple nowadays.. val doesnt play much often, even if she does she doesnt tok to me much le ): normally at nite will maple with stan, but he went msia.. jj oso canot often maple.. hais hais ): the rest.. we just dont tok much now.. dont know why, but i feel like a donkey carrying a whole basket of sadness now.. hais ): dont know where all the sadness came from, and dont wana find out. hopefully i will sleep and forget everything tmr. yes thats what i'll do.. hais ): someone come help me.. save me from the nightmares of being a donkey.. dont ask for much, just come chat with me; play with me. and if i do call u, please just answer.. with that i'd be greatly contented.

somehow, i like milubing so much now o.o can almost see their faces in front of me every second -.- ahhh milubing frenzy <3 if anyone noes wer i can find milubing songs/mvs, please please tell me thnk u :/ and i mean the songs that they sang, not the original version :D

i kinda suddenly miss almost everyone in 6joy 'o4 ): esp my good frens :D shall we meet up for a lunch+movie one day? i wish i hope.

2am! sleeping time... zzz?

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